"I don\'t really know where to start. It\'s not that I don\'t know what to say, maybe its that I can\'t find the words. I can\'t find the words to say goodbye to you. I thought we would have more time to hang out together again after we lost touch with each other. I have never known a better friend then you and I never will. You showed more love then anyone I knew with the exception of my mom who I know you are with now in the afterlife loving & hugging on & Matt of course. My heart breaks every time I think about our lost time & how I could have & should have been there so much more for you. But this isn\'t about me. My heart breaks for Haley and Kayden and Peach. You had one the biggest hearts of any one ever. Your morals were true & strong. You were a fighter for what\'s right & good in this world. You were always for the underdog just as I was. We made such a great pair. We we\'re partners in crime if there ever was. You were my Becky & I was your Lisa. I loved being your friend even though you hardly ever let anyone close to you that always made me feel thankful & special. I love you. I\'m glad you are not suffering any more but that doesn\'t make missing you & wishing you were still here any easier. Love you always & forever Lisa"