"Thomas and Maria... I am so deeply, deeply, sorry for the loss of your beautiful son Nicklas .. I adored him. I am shocked and so heartbroken for the loss of this amazing soul . I have some photos that I have always kept close to my heart of him, in lajolla with his surfboard in hand and a smile on his face , with a light in his eyes that through all these years, I held in my heart. I was looking at these images last week& wondered what he looked like now ... And fell to my knees when I read the shocking news. Maria, he looks so much like you!! What a handsome man he turned out to be:-) Thomas,, omg!!! My heart so aches for the loss of this beautiful boy, You & his mom were his everything... I am so sorry and at a total loss for words... The time I spent with Nicklas,was something so special to my soul.. I am so deeply deeply sorry... Nic- I miss you!!! I love you!! Rest in peace sweetheart!!! My deepest sympthys .. Much love, always, Cicilia"